So here we are in the throws of Week 5 of this amazing journey and I continue to be stretched in ways I have never known before. As challenging as it is at times, I can’t wait to go back for more. I have met My True Self and am so excited to get to know her better with every day that passes as I do my readings and sit in quiet reflection.
I must confess, I’ve been struggling with my old blueprints even more intensely than the weeks before. I know it’s because I’m going deeper and deeper so the battles are getting harder and harder. However, on my way to write my blog tonight, my eye was drawn to an excerpt from another fellow Master Keys entry (http://masterkeysaras.wordpress.com/2015/10/27/week-5-the-art-of-war/). To paraphrase Sara’s blog this week, titled “The Art of War”, she courageously asks…really states…why not look at our “old blueprints” with love and gratitiude and embrace them for serving us well for all these years rather than wage war on them because they are still hanging around. What a beautifully simply concept…one that completely resonated with me and totally changed my vibration! Our instructions this week were to refrain from having any opinions, which has been a very challenging and eye-opening exercise thus far, so needless to say I was feeling fiesty, combatative and ready to go toe-to-toe with my old pals as I wrote my blog. After reading her words, I softened. My energy and attitude shifted. I thought…why not shower my old blueprints with love and gratitude then send them on their way, feeling all warm and fuzzy for a job well done.
Today I begin a new life…
Now, I would be lying if I told you I wasn’t the least bit sad. As I sit, clouds of melancoly familiarly hover near by. But, the more I send them love…the further they float away.